BILLY Joel has admitted that he attempted suicide twice and was left in a coma after having an illicit affair with his close friend's wife.
Billy, 76, opened up about his mental health struggles in the upcoming documentary Billy Joel: And So It Goes.
The Uptown Girl singer had previously discussed attempting to take his own life in his early 20s, but has just now revealed what led to the dark point.
In the doc, which was partially screened at Tribeca Festival in New York City on Wednesday, Joel spoke about busting up his best friend's marriage with Elizabeth Weber.
The singer didn't make it to the screening as he continues to battle a debilitating health condition.
The affair brewed after Billy moved in with Elizabeth, her husband Jon Small, and their child, while the two close friends played in their band Attila.
Elizabeth, who went on to marry Joel from 1973 to 1982, looked back at their burgeoning relationship in the documentary for the first time in years.
"Bill and I spent a lot of time together," she said, and described their extramarital affair as a "slow build."
When Jon finally confronted the two over their relationship, Billy admitted, "I am in love with your wife," Elizabeth said.
"I felt very, very guilty about it. They had a child. I felt like a homewrecker," Billy said in the documentary, according to People.
"I was just in love with a woman and I got punched in the nose which I deserved.
"Jon was very upset. I was very upset."
Attila broke up for good after Billy's shocking admission, and Elizabeth separated herself to get some space.
Meanwhile, the Piano Man singer spiraled into a pit of depression over what he had done.
"I had no place to live. I was sleeping in laundromats and I was depressed I think to the point of almost being psychotic," Billy said.
The singer described being in "a lot of pain" as he suffered from suicidal ideation.
He took a handful of pills and fell into a coma for days.
Later on, the singer tried to end his life again by drinking furniture polish, and this time John rushed him to the hospital.
"Even though our friendship was blowing up, Jon saved my life," Billy said.
Jon said that they never discussed the affair at the time, but that he managed to forgive his friend anyway.
"He never really said anything to me," Jon said.
"The only practical answer I can give as to why Billy took it so hard was because he loved me that much and that it killed him to hurt me that much."
Billy was forced to cancel all of his upcoming tour dates after he was diagnosed with normal pressure hydrocephalus, which affects his hearing, vision, and balance.
What is normal pressure hydrocephalus?
NORMAL pressure hydrocephalus occurs when spinal fluid builds up in the skull and starts pressing on the brain.
The condition can affect brain function, which can lead to a loss of memory, concentration, and motor skills.
Medical experts say that NPH often presents like degenerative brain diseases like Alzheimer's and is usually noticed by loved ones.
And around 30 percent of those suffering from the condition do also have one of those diseases, according to Cleveland Clinic.
However, those who only have NPH can get relief if they have a major surgery.
The surgery involves getting a shunt, which is a device that can drain fluid from the skull affecting the brain.
If you or someone you know is affected by any of the issues raised in this story, call or text the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline at 988, chat on 988lifeline.org, or text Crisis Text Line at 741741.
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